was busy.hahx..

hey, sorry for not updating.
Was busy with making websites, doing my assignments and bla bla bla..

Anyway, just wanna talk a share with u guys a little something.
Sometimes, awkwardness doesn't usually happens until one person started adi.
Usually it may goes like this,
for the girl, "Well, he doesn't talk to me".
for the guy. "She started to avoid me".

In fact, at times, its both side at the same time.
The fact that when a person started to feel a bit of awkwardness, he or she will react the same way.
It may sound so not true, but yeah, it happens.hahax..
Can see this kind of situation quite a lot in my college.
There is no cure for this, just bare with it.hahax..
or if u want, asked that person directly why is he or she doing so.
however, its pointless asking that person.
usually you will get some reasons that dun make sense.haha..

anyway, thats all.
i wrote a bunch of nonsense.hahax..

everyday when u wake up...

When you wake up every morning,
you should be lucky that you are able to.
coz some ppl did not get that chance to do so.

Some ppl were infected by some diseases or maybe die due to accident
or whatsoever.
You do not know when you will be gone.
sometimes life can be unexpected.hahax..

So, do appreciate for those that are around you.
Make sure you live your life.
Don't wait till something happen then only you start.

Be happy always to be able to see
the ppl you care for.=)

anyway, i find this post so emo.
Ain't like me at all.hahax..
nah, dun worry, no shit will happen to me.
I still got many things i want to do.hahahaa...

damn busy now, in a good way=)
bb.

Well, its ain easy as it seems :|

I noe its been a long time i had not update my blog.
I tot no one will read it=(
well, lucky for me, i have at least one reader,
that is non other than Jessica.=D

well, i made a lot of decisions lately.
And i am telling ya, those decision were ain't easy.
hahax.. i think most ppl will feel the same when they make theirs.
for most ppl, their situation is the most important compare to others.
There is always this sentence that they might say to themselves,
"My problem is bigger than anyone elses problem"

anyway, forgive me for the sidetrack above.
Its a very bad habit of mine.hahax..

Sometimes in life you can't have best of both world.
When you make a choice to have something, you need to let go
something else.
You cannot be greedy to have both.
Coz if you want to have both, at the end you will end up with neither one of it.

Same thing like if a girl knows two guys going after her.
She needs to choose and not saying that she wants both.
If she wants both, there will be a terrible consequences.

So, in life, just make a choice.
Dun have to worry too much, after all,
things will slowly fall pieces by pieces like pieces from a jig-saw puzzle.
And then all those pieces will form into one picture,
that is your life.

However do not blame ppl for when bad things happen,
coz most of the time it was your choice.
So, point to yourself before you blame others.

Okay, thats all i guess.hahax..
thank you so much, Jessica.

Life: where faith and dreams will collide.

Well, sometimes you believe in something
for quite some time.
but as time past, you do have goals and dreams.

And sometimes in order for you to achieve them,
you have to go againts something you believe in, faith.

I wouldn't relate this totally to religion because faith isn't just about god.
It maybe a principle as well.

Speaking of principle it can make you
a responsible person but at the same time it can be
your downfall as it is also pride(one of the 7 deadly sin).


This is as much as i want to write.
Gotta learn how to play around with C# and silverlight.hahax..

btw, i am done with the basics of C including pointers.
All there is left is to apply it into a program.

i promise...

Hey, guys.
I promise to make sure I can know the basics of at least
3 programming language by the end of this year.
This is my pledge to myself.
I think those 3 will be asp.net,silverlight and c language(not c++).

hmm..., if i cannot complete these, I dun deserve to be
in the IT world.
this is because the world is moving really fast.
What I know now may not be relevant next time.
So, for now, i must make use of the time i have.
Of coz, i will relax also la.
This will be more on time management.
hehe..

ok..
bb...

lazy...

Damn.., i felt so lazy right now.
too much sleep i guess.
But its been so long i had a good sleep.
Ever since my degree started.hahax..
this week i can sleep at least like around 11pm
which is gud.

hmm..., yeah..,
bout the topic..
its for ppl who are really lazy..
If u wanna learn programming, at least try borrowing some books 1st or
go google it..
At least put some effort in.., dun just sit down n complain..
Then when the time comes, u say lecturer no gud and stuffs..

And yeah, I am not good in programming btw..
I am jz normal..
Jz like to explore..
I am still human jz like the rest of ya.

So, make sure you do the 1st step,
that is to get started..
Then if u r stuck halfway,
then complain(you have the right to do that).. then keep trying..
That would be ok for me.

If any of u felt offended reading this,
means u r lazy..
coz google jz takes a few seconds to click..
and read..


for the love of God and all that is GOOD...,
please google something if u dun get it..then ony ask.
ppl in India have not much chance to use the internet as it is limited.
So, appretiate it.
If u can go fb..., then of coz u can go google something.

i really appretiate some ppl in my college who really put effort in it.
At least there is ppl who can stand on themselves, compare to what the ppl in Carbon's college.. from what he told me.

kk...
bb...

okay, i did wrong=(

well, i did something that i was not proud of yesterday.
And yes, one of my friend told me that "I won't forgive you"

I didn't really expect much of that sentence to be an impact.
But yeah, I couldn't sleep last night.
It kinda hurts when someone tells you that.
hahax..

As it was my fault of course, I lost my temper a bit.

hmm...., at least it proof that I am still human.
hahax..
Things ain't going well=(

Screw up my java programming..
Dunno y keep getting error reading file.

haiz..., jz aint my week.